The first thing we say in the morning is the bracha of ‘Elohai,
Neshama’. This short Bracha directly continues our thoughts from the
night before, which we expressed in the Bracha of Hamapil - thus immediately starting the
transition from the fantasy world of sleep to the real world of thought. In
this Bracha we reconsider our self-identity and meditate on God as the source
of our ongoing existence.
My God, the life-force which
you gave me is pure, you created it, you formed it, you blew it into me and you
protect it within me, and you will take it from me in the future, and return it
to me in the distant future. As long as the life-force is within me I recognize you
Hashem, my God, and the God of my fathers, master of all actions, lord of all
life, Blessed are you Hashem the who returns life to dead bodies
My God
First we address God; by entering into a dialogue with Him we are
able to rethink our identity in light of His existence and our dependence upon
Him.
The life-force which
you gave me is pure
The first step of reconceiving ourselves is to identify the
Neshama as pure. Note, the neshama is not the metaphysical soul (the Tzelem Elokim),
which has actual knowledge. Rather it is the life force which is the biological
source of all of our abilities, including thought. This force is pure and
allows us to direct it where we will. If we direct it properly it remains pure
and becomes guided by ideas. As human beings we are born have free-will and are
born with the possibility of following our minds onto any path we choose. We
are not predestined for good or evil (by our genes, our environment, the stars
or anything else).
You created it, you formed it, you blew it into me and you
protect it within me
The second step is to realize that we are created.
Psychologically we like believing that we are independently powerful. In
reality this is a fantasy and our very existence is a dependent one. All of our
actions are transformed when done through the lens of being dependent
creatures. Creation is not just a historical fact about the world, but rather
is an ongoing reality. Our
ongoing existence is also dependent on God.
You will take it from me in the future,
Third is to realize our mortality. In spite of our fantasies, we
will not live forever. As material beings we cannot exist eternally. This
mentality forces us to ‘seize the day’ since we don’t know when we will die.
Our mortality also encourages us to be humble by realizing our limitations.
And return it
to me in the distant future
Lastly we reflect on Techiyat hametim. Namely that even though our
physical lives are temporal, we partake of eternity insofar as we focus on
knowledge. Thereby we truly live and are subject to resurrection. Waking
up reminds us of this since sleep is reminiscent of death in that it is a state
of inactivity.
In summary, in the first part of this Bracha we define ourselves
as dependent and mortal rational, living creatures, who have the ability to
become knowing.
As long as the life-force is within me I recognize you
Hashem, my God, and the God of my fathers, master of all actions, lord of all
life
With this new self-concept we must choose what to do with our
lives. In answer we immediately choose to recognize and thank God for giving us
existence. The last line of Elohai, neshama takes this focus. We now recognize
God as the master of all life, and we recognize the need to live our life with
this system in mind.
Blessed are you Hashem the who returns life to dead bodies
Finally we summarize with the idea of techiyat hametim. We
recognize that we aren't our body; rather our body is a piece of flesh which is
animated by a life-force. Throughout the bracha we were ambiguous about who the
‘I’ is. We naturally tend to think of our bodies as ‘I’, through this
reflection we start seeing the flaw of this view and the practical implications
of rethinking of ourselves as a harmonious living creature which aspires to
develop as a nefesh.
This final concept of Techiyat Hametim brings all of the diverse themes together. It
emphasizes the idea that God is the creator, and we are therefore created since
only the creator could bring the dead back to life. Similarly it points to the
true purpose of human existence since evil people don’t participate in techiyat
hametim. Only a person whose life is animated by knowledge can be reanimated
after the body corrupts and dies [5]. Someone whose whole life was about the
physical has nothing left to reanimate since they were their body.